|I dropped this on another site "411hype.com" I hope i dont get banned for telling you the site?
I'm sitting on the hospital bed with a dangerous disease
bible sitting right next to me, hope another day, i'll breathe
Everyday this disease is etching my life away, but i don't worry
cause I'm getting old, but through life i've done good things
I know my good soul will rest in peace, also heavenly
As i sit back and watch the day go by, i'm ready to die
I'm eager for my soul to reunite with my family up in the sky
I save my tears to show in sympathy with my living family
then i'll put them asisde, so i have more engery die happy
Even though my brain will decintergrate i still cherish the memories
Memories you ask? Then i will give you ONE of the best in my life
I'll tell you my precious memories, before the lights no longer in my sight
MEMORY# 1(reunited with my father)
Born and raised in a foster care home with no one who cares about me
Not even my own parents, that left me on a door step, when i was a baby
Everyday i would sit in my bed, thinking and imagine, did they have any sorrow?
I want to be free, with love by a person..but it will never happen, tears hit the pillow
One morning when i woke up...somthing was different and it felted strange
My foster care mother called my name, when i'd opened my door i saw this man
He was tall and black, lean and fit. He looked down at me, and held out his arms
At the beginning, i was curious. Who is this man? Then i felt this stroke of alarm
It wasn't danger, i looked at his face, he looked like...OMG...the adult version of me
My eyes started to get watery and red, When i for the first time felt his skin i drop to my knees
He holded me so tight, i started losing my breath, then he said somthing that so shocking
Through his deep vocals, he said "my son". From that point. My life started changing
ahh here i come, to heaven, i took a deep breath
close my eyes, show no tears, i dont cry to death
Felt my eyes going daze, show a sad face? No i smile
Showed no sad emotions, i stayed compile
My lips getting cold, and the wheather is not even winter
My head slowly turns...as i faded to death....i see dark linkers
What.? Where's heaven? All i saw was dark
I'd screamed, with anger, it echoed so far
no one heard my screams not even my own dad God!
My soul was alone....there's no heaven nor god DAMN!
So if the bible is a lie, and there's no heaven...
With no one not my dad, my friends...skies of lies